Blessings

My name is Courtney and I have recently become a single mommy, financially and emotionally. Am I mad at her father about it? No there is more to it. I met her father and was not truly told the truth about him and before I knew it I was in to deep but wouldn't change any of it and would relive all the tears and pain for the blessings he has given me in my life. First of all I got my daughter Maliyah Vanity. She is my world and more. And before i knew it I was a step-mom figure to four other children,yes he has five kids and they are blessings to me in so many ways. I have asked God why he has done this to me and why I had to live this life but deep down I know why, MY kids, only one has my blood but they all have a place in my heart that can never be taken away from me. We had it all, kids every weekend and a love and family that people would die for, at least I thought we did. Being unfaithful is something I will never understand but he did it, cheated and lied about so much. He has put me throw so much that I question if what we even had was real. And in what seemed like minutes I felt like my family was riped away from me. After everything I had done for him and falling in love with the kids and treating them like my own.

I got blessings throw it all Adrianna,Thai,Montez,Joshaya and Maliyah. Even tho I'm not with their father they will always be my kids and my family. They all have my heart. I also found blessings I already had in my family who have helped me in so many ways.